
My thoughts...my dreams.....my hopes...my fears....
Happy new year to all, and brightest blessings for the year ahead.
Its been a wild and wicked past few days and i am actually quite relieved that Christmas and New Year is now over....... not that i dont love that time of year but its also nice to sit back with a glass of wine and sigh deeply in a sort of contented way and look forward to all this year might bring. I have over indulged in just about everything.... partied too hard, had hangovers galore, altho must point out that my behaviour has remained and continues to be just about bloody superb!
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I have to say a great big thanks to you all for your kind messages and jolly sort of wishes things. We are still in the process of updating things here, but please bear with us...well actually its not me its the two webmaster type bokeys that need to stop being so lazy and get on and do it.....hehe...you know who you are!
x
Ok...... now i have been asked to make an important statement, which of course i mean from the bottom of my heart
.............. so here goes.....................
I am a lazy, balloon headed little bitch that needs to get her act together and start recognising that i have no value to anyone other than to serve as required to my Masters.
Phew...done ....i feel soooo much better now. 
Ooops ....and another bit..........
i will stop making disrespectful comments in a pathetic excuse for humour. (tho u might and indeed i do find it quite funny at times <s>
I will dedicate a little time each and every day to my blog type thingy, even if just to post how my behaviour has been on that day. i will adhere to all my rules of submission and in doing so continue to please and serve to the best of my ability.
Oks well i think that should just about cover that
and trust and hope this is acceptable and as requested.
right back to reality........lol.... (only joking x)
I want to say a great big thank you to Steve and Master for all their patience, guidance and understanding during the past few months. I feel i have grown so much and hope i continue to do so, i feel very fulfilled in life as a general but more importantly, for me, feel finally awoken. That probably will make no sense to anyone lol but its from within. Thank you both from the bottom of my heart xxx
Now....... new years resolution thingys....they are just wicked.... mine being not a lot more spectacular than i had proposed to do every day anyway...cut down on drinking...well thats more of a rule put upon me
...... stop smoking....blah blah blah..... well i did stop smoking for a few hours so at least i have proved i can do it
...... and tomorrow i will probably give up proper!
Oks i have to go now and complete my task for today in order to continue getting big gold stars 
I shant say i will post again today..... but i will say i will try.
Seriously hope everyone is set for an abfab year. Blessings x