
My thoughts...my dreams.....my hopes...my fears....
I have finally finished my Christmas shopping, well apart from bits of food and alcohol, im not allowed to buy the alcohol too soon as Steve is convinced i would drink it!..... as if! Perhaps i might indulge in the odd glass of Chablis every now and then and even perhaps a voddie and red rull but only usually at the weekends....usually
Anyway i am on rationed amounts of just about everything at mo, courtesy of my wonderful Master (no, im not creeping, ws) I am on strict orders of how much i am allowed to drink, bar water which i can drink freely (how kind), my coffee quota is four cups a day which is what i am struggling with the most. My ciggy quota is 10 a day (nicotinel gum to hand) and my alcohol is meant to be weekends only. No probs! 
Anyway my Christmas pressies are done, leaving me virtually bankrupt...yet again!, but i dont mind, i love this time of the year, i love the shopping, i love the crowds, the carols, the wrapping and the look on peoples faces when they open their pressies, i dont actually like receiving presents too much, i always tend to feel a bit sort of awkward and embarrassed. My Christmas tree is up and has been for approx two weeks, i bought a 8 ft one this year which was a bit foolish because my room has low ceilings and can only fit 7ft 6inches..... so its got a lovely bend at the top of it and no room for a fairy (tho i do think Master or Steve would look rather fitting perched upon the top of my tree), it has however got a lovely pentagon at the top of it. Its decorated in gold and cream this year and my pressies under the tree are all in matching paper! I am just soooo bloody organised i have even amazed myself
. So anyway thats enough of my Christmas waffle that really has no interest to anyone but myself!
We are just about settled in our new house, tho it needs a bit of diy here and there to bring it up to our own tastes...... hmmm its got a great garage that i have already heard Steve discussing with friends about turning it into a Dungeon.... ok if needs must i shall go along with it.
Actually i quite like the idea of some bound up bitch being punished.............
Oks a friend has just turned up...... a voddie is calling i think....back soon................BB