
My thoughts...my dreams.....my hopes...my fears....
Its been a very hectic few months! Another house move, i do love moving!, packing and unpacking, out with the old and in with the new sort of thing, we havnt moved far, but just to a slightly bigger house. But that has taken presidence at the moment, with a few other things, hence my lack (yes i know yet again) of my posts. There have been a lot of 'ups' and a few'downs' in the last few months. On a personal note another close family relative died after a short battle with Cancer a couple of weeks ago, so things have been a bit unsettled. I have lost so many close people to Cancer in my life, as im sure have many others and everytime it kind of puts me on a health boost, yet in reality i know it can strike at any time to anybody, the latest one a non smoker, non drinker, seemingly healthy and active person yet struck down by this vicious killer. ......................
Anyway thats the main down but moving on to the ups its been pretty exciting in a lot of ways.My daughter passed all her exams with flying colours and has recently been accepted by a solicitors firm for her first step of training to become a Barrister, it certainly hasnt been an easy journey so far and has been a lot of hard work but she 100 % deserves the success i am sure she will continue to achieve. I must now start to behave in a respectable law abiding manner perhaps............Erm...well maybe baby!
Steve has purchased quite a lot of 'equipment' and i am behaving myself as always <smiles>........... well most of the time. We both have a very good relationship with my Master and progress is...i feel...being made...tho slow it might seem at times to certain people <ws>
I am commited 100% to the path i am now firmly walking, tho i dont yet claim to be walking without assistance and am still prone to perhaps the odd stumble, my submissiveness is now more apparent than ever. I do of course keep my Masters feet firmly upon the ground but he is as happy to handle my little 'slips' as i am to deliver them
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We have spoken long and hard about my journal and he has obviously read all my previous entries and he is ok with me continuing to write my feelings, thoughts and views down as obviously it can only aid him in my journey with him and Steve.
Anyway...more on that later......... Steve and Stephen will soon be re-vamping DorsetBdsm, the response we are constantly receiving is amazing and we are all so grateful for your ongoing support. Please keep the emails coming, it really is great to hear from you. Myself and Mimi tend to take a backseat in the design and running of our site other than to say 'ooh thats good' or 'lovely dear' or occasionally 'get on with it!'... (obviously the latter results in consequences)
..... I have actually decided that i do like the word 'Consequence' ...ok just a bit of useless waffle there.
Ok ...duties call..... i will be catching up with my journal tonight, lots to write.
Blessings........... Kiri