
My thoughts...my dreams.....my hopes...my fears....
I am more than pissed off with all this government shit going on regarding my CHOICE of lifestyle. I find it a gross invasion of my privacy. I am not talking child pornography, i am not talking beastality, i am not talking, rape, murder or any other crime, i am talking about the way i decide as an adult to live. I am not a weirdo or a pervert and yet if this government shit goes ahead that is indeed how they are perceiving us. To put even alongside the lifes of child pornography, i feel is a crime itself.... how dare anyone dictate to me what is right or wrong when it comes to my sexual life. Everything i do is consentual, if i have images on my hard drive of the lifestyle that i am into then fucking sue me, i also have images i have no doubt of some movies that i can go out to blockbuster and hire today, graphic violent images, murder, torture, abuse. So u could say it isnt real, who gives a fuck, most of the images i have are not REAL situations they are modelled scenarios, i am outraged that as a human being who commits no crime against another could possibly be scrutinised and penalised for living as i choose to live. if these laws go ahead then people, normal adults like you and i become victims, victims of the threatening behaviour of our fucking government.... our government who are full of honest, such upright citizens.... obviously we all know that is a crock of shit.
I understnad laws are brought in to protect the innocents, but that has fuck all to do with this lifestyle. We are CONSENTING ADULTS, no crime commited and yet that is our very liberty they will take away from us, turning us into criminals. Its shit, i am a good person, i do not break the law, i am a good mother, and have brought my children up to be respectful and law abiding citizens, i am not a rapist, a murderer, an abuser of any kind. I go through life in my own crazy little bubble that is safe, legal and hurts no-one. Yet if this goes ahead i could find myself imprisoned, locked away like a criminal, my family left in tatters..and for what?? for exercising my right of choice of my sexuality..... where is the fucking justice in that....
Best the government get out and remove every violent, graphic, sexual movie ever made..... who gives a fuck if its not real.... it cant be one law for one and another for another.... i wonder whether all the staff from places like blockbusters will find themselves behind bars.... after all they are SELLING some sexual graphic and abusive/torturous films. Movies like Hostel, 8mm, and many many more that are available for us to watch. Another crock of shit.
lets take a guy or a woman who enjoys the rape scenario in bdsm play. They enjoy the images, and hey ho im one of them, the doms who take pleasure in giving pain, the subs who take pleasure in receiving it. What the fuck lets criminalise us all. Throw us in that seedy pot of real criminals. Lets ban these things..... but what if..... what if that guy who has been quite happy living out his fantasy along with willing people cant do so anymore, will it stop his urges? will it stop him? or will it force him out onto the streets to commit a REAL crime against some unconsenting person?
Maybe i am going over the top, maybe i am overly worrying, or maybe im just a person who feels like yet again the government are trying to crack down on our rights as human beings, turn the innocents into criminals and allow the real criminals of our country to roam free.
Its all a crock of shit.