Blimey, cant believe its been a week since i last posted, this last week has gone so quick, i guess because of other things going on in life i kind of put this in the background, kept meaning to post but something always cropped up..........and........yes to an extent i have just been a lazy bitch who couldnt be bothered lol! well even if i had of posted im sure a lot of it would have just come across as rambling waffles of a mad woman...hehe whats new there!

What a week it has been, the good the bad, the inbetween, the happy the piss offs....norm i guess,lol Altho bdsm is a massive part of my physical and mental life, it obviously has to allow for the normalities of life. I am still without a Master as such, altho i have spoken to many, its one of those im sure ill just know when it feels right. Steve presently is fulfilling all my needs along this path with the help of a couple of 'friends' ... altho they are all commenting on how they think i am taking  advantage of the fact that we are so close. I dont agree with that but cant be bothered to argue the case, i am sure that eventually i will find a Master worthy of me calling him Sir...... or perhaps just strong enough to make me do so <smiles>. Anyway this week has been a healthy mixture of allsorts, plenty of mischief, plenty of misbehaviour, plenty of showers, and quite a few spankings . High point of the week was definately my daughter collecting her exam results ...and passing with flying colours all of them... including 'A' in Hinduism???....... So all the hard work has been worth it and she's off to law college which im mega pleased about, not because of my own wants but because she is chasing her dream of becoming a Barrister and despite a lot of negatism from a few people she is proving she can do it. Personally i wouldnt care if she was a shop worker or cleaner as long as she was 100% happy. So there were celebrations all round there!

I tried 'Stella' for the first time this week, im not a larger drinker, i prefer wine or shorts but my son had a few mates over and they were celebrating an 18th birthday so i did the polite mummy sort of thing and had a drink with them, just 3 bottles later i was drunk!... fortunately in a happy sort of daft mood.... (have heard some real horror stories about stella)... however i can state that i hated it, it made me feel so bloated and left me with a headache resulting in me sleeping it off for an hour..... my sons mates now see me as a lightweight and as such i have faced the ridiucle....do i care...no not a bit, i just give them the 'look'.

I am generally feeling a bit run down at mo, not sure whether its tiredness or something like that, have no particular reasons for feeling like this and hopefully wont last for too long.

Speak regular with Dev who is becoming a real friend, i get on so much better with him now, and its great winding him up in full knowledge he cant do anything about it , he is happy with his subs altho apparently one of them is playing him up a little <good girl>

So that about covers a quickie post of the last week.... and yes i will be doing the c.v thingy esp now Dev has said he doesnt think i have the intelligence to do one! <arse>

I think i need a large room, a whip, some torture implements, a sadistic ish type person ...and me

Sighs!

Blessings (and thanks) Kiri x