No i didnt, i couldnt, i tried but it just wouldnt do that thing....as in slip back to my wonderfully weird dream. Perhaps i tried too hard.... maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow, who knows, but i have the feeling it was relevant to something and as such it is a place i will return to, <fingers crossed>. I did have some sort of sexual dream but i only remember a very small part of it and it certainly wasnt deviant or anything like that............ omg!!!... am i turning normal??? <panics> hehe..never. Anyway was awake quite early this morning... and all by myself!.... Steve had an early appointment so was up and out whilst i was still doing the z's thingy. Unfortunately not good........ meant i had to come down and make my own coffee which i did so with a great deal of muttering and moaning to myself . Coffee in hand, ciggy nearby time to check my mails and memos and thingys and do some reading. Thank you for the e-mails, im sure i have replied to all of them....if i have missed one out please dont send me an abusive email because it makes me just run and hide!!... thats you Mr Sparks! lol..... also altho i might appear online 24/7.... i have a lot of ims in my im catcher thingy, i am not being ignorant but altho my status is shown as online, often i am not actually on my computer, it might just be on in background downloading things..or i might be on websites doing things in which case i get flustered if i start having ims to answer as its too much for my brain to deal with <smiles> i can only handle one thing at a time..........well........... u know what i mean . So apologies if i appear to be ignorant at times - i truly dont mean to be.

Have decided that i am going to get my nipples pierced and possibly clit, tho im as nervous as hell and might quite possibly do a runner before its actually done,lol..... i am going up to a Mancheste club in November and so am hoping a couple of medical play people that i have spoken to will help me out on this one, tho will warn them in advance that i might play up a bit when it comes down to it..... infact i think possibly i could be due a full medical <smiles>... so if your reading 'Dr' please book me an appointment...... bloody hell tingles and butterflies at just typing that. Heavy sedation might be required,hehe....... takes big puff on ciggy!

............. I feel like i could do with a severe spanking.... well perhaps 5 or 6 which is quite severe in my books , and perhaps being on my knees while being made to pleasure my Dom/Domme..... perhaps with nipple clamps attached but only the really light clampy ones, possibly just a plastic peg or two....... possibly with butt plug in place............

Right off for shower, get ready and blah blah blah,lol................. blessings to all...Kiri