
My thoughts...my dreams.....my hopes...my fears....
Ok have recovered from my dream tho still intrigued to know what would have happened next and the bearing of that bloody song.... am hoping to put myself back into the dream tonight tho. Keep trying to analise it... but cant... esp the bit where it was a hand.... couldnt see the face or body ..... must be a reason for that .......... oh well hopefully i will find out tonight.
It is so cold down here in the south i have actually got goose pimply thingys, its sooo windy, so much for predicted August heat wave!. So have heating on much to the annoyance of everyone around me! haha suffer!!! <smiles> Hve had such a hectic weekend, people in and out infact i was beginning to think my house had become the local weirdo drop in centre! Fortunately this afternoon has been quite chilled and im feeling quite relaxed........................ having said that i am now starting to feel a bit restless mentally. Had a long chat with Dev earlier and its great having him as a friend and i guess in some ways an advisor <ill probably take more notice of him this way> <smiles>. He has however replaced me already with somebody who caters to all of his whims! ....tsk... hope she gives them both hell
! Im still masterless tho it hasnt been long and Steve is filling the position nicely at the mo <when i let him, smiles> . Am seriously considering the possibility of a Dommey type bitch <ish> instead of a dom.... Steve thinks a Dommy bitch would have me quivering within 5 mins
hehe bring it on.... well actually no dont,lol. Its just something im pondering over, and weighing up pros and cons sort of thing. For the meantime i am amusing myself how i do, fortunately my mind is capable of giving me mega buzzes....so im kind of relying on that ....and taunting Steve a little when needed <smiles> Have got a few friends within this scene now so im now in the position where i can watch the Doms punishing their subs and have a good snigger at it <whilst winding them up a little> Its amazing actually seeing the way one of my friends has changed so much, she used to be so bratty but she really has tamed down volumes... much to her Master's pleasure..... she's still the same girl but just living as she has always wanted to live and im so pleased for her, its been a long road for her and taken a while for her to find the right one but she did eventually and she's so happy........obviously it doesnt stop the bitch from rubbing it in to me but i can easily get her into 'trouble' hehe.
Anyway ..... its a bit hot with this bloody heating on....so refreshments are called for.......... hmmm who can i get to make it......am thinking of a bargaining thing...ill turn the heating off if somebody makes me coffee <smiles> might work...if not i'll sulk! 
Blessings..... kiri uncollared 