Bloody hell, cant believe how fast the last 24 hours have gone, admittedly i have spent a great deal of it in bed <smiles>...well i did have some serious sleep to catch up on. Any thoughts of an early night last night went straight out the window when friends arrived sporting a bottle of vodka! We had intended doing a bbq but the weather is so shitty at the moment, we tried sitting out even to have our drinks but far too chilly, having said that i quite like it, its great being able to go to bed without 50 thousand fans on me trying to cool me down, however i do miss the hourly showers <smiles> So anyway had an enjoyable chill and a few voddies which left me in a really tipsy and happy mood..... unfortunately it also brought to the surface my mischievous and deviant streak. So i couldnt help but to play up a little, fortunately the friends we were with share our 'interests' and so are quite understandable of our path. I took great delight in winding my friend up and generally getting her to join me in my mischievous quest to wind our blokeys up. It isnt done ever in a nasty way its purely a jokey sort of thing.... and they love it <ish>. We do not interact sexually with these friends, we are not into swinging or anything like that and so no sexual contact took place or would take place. This is so very much more, and anyone who shares our bdsm interests will understand that. Anyway the end results were as i hoped <smiles>  We all went for a walk and ended up at a field near us, to which we playfully taunted the blokeys into giving us some well deserved spankings.... it actually stung a lot more in the open air! To finsih it off Steve took me to a tree and pushed me against it and brutally 'took'  me, while telling me what a dirty little 'slut' i was. 

So eventually into bed around 3ish, tired and content!.... woke up about 10ish today feeling amazingly wicked following a dream i had in which i fulfilled just about every fantasy i have, needless to say i was so bloody wet a shower was a must <smiles>

Have now had about 50 cups of coffee..... and about to scream for another............hehe it worked, my daughter has taken pity on me ....well actually she's just creeping round me because she wants to borrow yet more money!! But i shall let her suffer and generally cater to my coffee whims for as long as i can

Have had a couple of mails from dommy type blokeys, but have to stress i am in no way going to rush into this, im definately not looking for a master who is younger than i, ideally for one 45 and up, its just a younger one wouldnt feel right to me along this path and hope dommy blokeys can understand. I have continued to practise my kneeling for Steve...im really starting to master it quite well  i acn now manage about two minutes without even wriggling or fidgeting... skill!

Am going to look over a few profiles today on ic and see who is about and maybe drop a few memos if i get chance, ideally i want to just talk for a while and i will be able to tell if we 'click' or not....so watch out all you dommy type blokeys u might be faced with your worst nightmare <smiles>

No rush........ see how things go, i also had an email from a Dommy type bitch much to Steves delight, hehe.... she seems 'well equipped' to 'deal' with me,lol.... but im not sure yet, have added her to my buddy list tho as somebody else i can wind up at times <smiles...only joking>

Anyway.... ive got a bit of a headache coming, so going to down some pills and chill for a while and contemplate my situation.

Hope everyone is having an abfab weekend.... blessings to all.........Kiri x